I'm back

Soooooo, honestly I have been thinking of updating my blog for the last few months but I'm still not fully healed from this dreadful disease and I didn't want my blog to be so blah. However I've come to realize that maybe it's a good idea for me to share. I recently have been reading a blog by a wonderful lady named Ali. She has crohns but she reminds me so much of me. She is so candid and honest about her disease and as I was reading I realized it was nice to have someone to relate to, that being said she inspired me to attempt my blog again.

So here it goes. As of today I am not healed but I am getting better. I haven't been on any pharmaceutical drugs for over a year now YAY!! So to the doctor who said if I came off of prednisone I might as well just throw in the towel here's what I have to say "GO SUCK IT CUZ I'M STILL STANDING!  I definitely have good days and bad days but at least I can get out of the house more. I can now eat without immediately running to the restroom and let me tell you that is a huge feat. Now this doesn't always happen but I'm grateful for the good days. My energy levels still suck big fat butt but then again that could just be me. I'm so use to being free and carefree and this survival mode I have been in for the last year is just so depressing. I am so ready to live again. My birthday is in a month and honestly for the first time in 33 years I am so not excited. I was truly hoping to be 100% by my birthday but I guess God and my body have other plans for me. I am really trying not to be depressed with the up and coming birthday but damn if I didn't have high hopes...oh well.

On a more positive note I was told that I looked like I was in my early 20's just a couple days ago and for someone who always feels like she looks sick I suppose I must be doing something right. Yay me!

So this is me trying to catch everyone up a little bit..I don't want to bombard you with too much so until next time..I'm still working on getting to happy and God willing I will get there! My beautiful 6 year old daughter says that she knows by next year I will be healed. I believe God listens and speaks to the little ones so I'm hoping she know something I don't.

Me on a good day!