So I have now been on my new supplements going on 5 days and the detoxing effects they have had totally SUCK! I haven't had much sleep in the last few days and I'll be honest I'm getting a little bit grumpy. I've been through this before with other supplements and cleanses so I know what to expect but DAMN if I am not tired of not feeling well. I'm hoping in the next couple of days I will start to actually see some of the benefits of these supplements.
On a more positive note Dan and Suzy have been so good with checking up on me. They have either called or text me every other day since I have started this regime. It is so nice to have such a great support system. They are both so encouraging and I almost have no option but to be optimistic about these new supplements. I keep thinking of all the things I'm going to do as I get better and start gaining my weight back.
I'm not going to lie mostly I think about gaining my weight back. You see I have all these fabulous clothes that I can't wear because I lost so much weight. I look in my closet daily and I daydream about wearing my clothes. I know this may sound a little vain but if you knew me or know me you know that I wasn't always very confident about my looks. It wasn't until I lost everything that I realized everyone wasn't lying to me about how pretty I was. It's a damn shame I couldn't see what was in front of me until it was taken away. Now all I see is this rail thin girl with dark circles under her eyes all the time because I'm always so tired.
I miss the old me. I may have been insecure about my looks but I use to laugh all the time. Now I feel like I laugh so rarely.
I cannot wait to get my life back! Please God let this one work......
Compared to any past successes I don't believe any one can ever over emphasize how much more valuable looking forward to the new you is, especially as one who leans on Christ Yeshua thru Whom all love & righteousness was first designated to make life charming! Peace beyond understanding iS what Father Yah offers (at all times), no less important to consider is that He also offers us full on understandings of the truth that we can't understand everything (all at once...) so it's dynamically, unanimously, and simply correct to look forward to the newness (not the past) of us all in Christ Yehusa's love (He's so much more than mortal theology, He iS love)! However satisfactory these supplement prove it's your life in whatever condition that supplies us with a reason to love better & thus live better #Salute
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