Trying Something New Again

So here I am at the end of week one of trying something new again. This week has been so emotional. I'm not sure how I feel about this new procedure I am trying but I feel like it may be working.

 All week I have been working on not getting my hopes up that this will work but its so hard not to. I have now been flaring for well over a year and I have tried so many things from medication to natural methods. I swear at this point I was so hesitant to start this new procedure but my husband convinced me that we need to exhaust all options because he knows at this point I am not going back to the doctors.

I was extremely scared to start this but I knew I had to put my best foot forward and suck it up. I know you all are probably wondering what this procedure is but I honestly am not comfortable talking about it yet. Those closest to me know what I am doing as I needed the moral support.

I will say as this week is winding down I have seen some positive results. Some of the urgency and frequency seems to be diminishing but again I am not sure if this is a fluke or not, only time will tell.

As I'm writing this it is so hard to focus because as things seem to be improving I daydream more and more about being beautiful again and not feeling hesitant to go out in public.

My hubby and me before it all got so terrible.